life is terrible, but isnt it always. i would love to sttay in my online fictional world 24/7 but i want rreal! i want a real bf again... i want my real friends to be happy andi want 2 b happy myself...wouldent we all? but ill live on...im not shure y tho i gess i just dont have the couage 2 do it and leave earth...but i want 2....