From concept you've always been thought of, from birth you've been in safe hands, during your childhood you've been cared for and now you've been loved. One thing has been known and you're always in someone's mind it doesn't matter if they hate you, they always have something to do with you. As for the negativity, tune it out you can do it and can aspire to great things if you put your heart to it, as long as your commited your life will change either for the better or the worse. The one thing is, you'll always be thought of.
To form what you want to become all it takes is the heart and the soul and it will be a great path for you later on. Characteristics will develop and you will shape up to be a fantastic person. One step at a time is one way to manage how you mold yourself into a fine being. As things change you'll want to go for that one big bang, the one that you want to change the way people think of you, and the lasting hit.
All you need is a good friend, one that will help you and you help them, similar to a sibling that you would actually bond with. Guiding you on your path to becoming your future self will be a breeze if you have someone by your side. Someone you can depend on, and someone that you will always call for help. Opening up to more people will always grant you more friends that will aid you in your journey from school to you're home.