So in the past few days my BF and I broke up because he had "some feelings" for another girl we go to school with. This girl just so happens to be the biggest SLUUUUT to ever walk the halls of Deshler High!

I was a bit depressed the 1st day (who wouldn't have been), in denial the next day (I saw him in the hallway and I just couldnt believe he wasn't mine anymore), and today I've had MAJOR mood swings. So I've hit stage 3 of depression.

Maybe its because I really loved him. Maybe its because my self-esteem is out of wack. Maybe I'm just crazy! My friends say its for the best. My mom says it'll only get better with time. I say they're both wrong. I wasted an entire 7 weeks of my life on this boy and I don't plan on going out without a fight.

He still has a few of my belongings and he refuses to return them to me. Why? I have no clue. He didn't buy them for me so he has no right/reason to keep them. Unless... He just wats me to suffer... I bet thats what it is. I love is crazy self and I always will. Relationship or not!