This is a little different from what people are use to seeing me write. I repeat the first stanza several times because it's how I describe life. Sorry if you don't like it.



Step by step,
Cut by cut,
Breath by Breath,
Life to death.

I wait here in the shadows of darkness.
I wait here in the nothingness.
I am a total wreck, a total mess.
I am writing this poem out of my pain, to confess.

Step by step,
Cut by cut,
Breath by breath,
Life to death.

There is no light where I am.
I feel so damned.
I feel nothing like the sacred lamb.

Step by step,
Cut by cut,
Breath by breath,
Life to death.

All I can agree to is that life goes on.
In darkness, there will always be a new dawn.
I will be watching the sun stretch across the sky on my lawn.
I am part of the big game, even though I am the weakest peice, the pawn.

Step by step,
Cut by cut,
Breath by breath,
Life to death.

I do not fear what is to come.
Soon I will step out into the sun.
The suicidal thoughts are done.
The cutting shall now stop, shall be shuned.

Step by step,
Cut by cut,
Breath by breath,
Life to death.

When it is my time to leave,
For weeping there will be no need.
To the light I shall prociede.
The sadness shall you not feed.

Step by step,
Cut by cut,
Breath to breath,
Life to death.