Small steps.
Shallow breaths.
The wall is slowly closing in on us.
Everything is slowly coming to a complete stop.
This happens every-so-often.
I no longer am afraid of it.
Instead I invite it into my life.
It makes me feel like me for once.
Everything else that comes and goes,
Its all fake.
I try to make it seem real,
I try to smile for everyone.
Now it is not worth it.
Nothing is worth it.
Its not worth the pain we go through.
Nothing is worth the pain.
We try to prevent it from happening.
We take baby steps.
We try to make our decisions count.
We make our precautions.
We take shallow breaths,
We remember stuff we don't want to.
We run away from it all.
We try to keep running until it hides after a while.
The wall only comes close to us.
It come closer every second the clock of life ticks.
For each person there will be a time when the clock stops.
There is an end to everything, but pain goes on forever...