I let the demon take over me to kill the old me and never will ever fight for my body back to be me anymore. I don't care of life no more. I believe in God and Satan as 50/50 as 100 percent. God knows that of me and Satan want me to feel it to accpet me in hell. I can be death or sucidie talker because i hate my life and tried so hard to smile and be happy if no one is not here with me no more. It doesn't matter anymore because it's your choices,decision to play with me,tease me but guess what? You can't win the battle of my heart it been taken from the demon of the devil. I swear and I letted it win on Feb,14,2012 I don't care but care of people and their happiness. I don't have no more feelings of love because pain,suffer,depression been taken over for five years. 
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