First Time, I felt like i was home with a person who found my soul and my happiness forever and promised to have a baby and a house to be with each other forever. But I am a problem to struggle with my life and can't seem to be happy every single thing. Whoever he is or Whatever he is, He still belong to my heart like a key to make my heart all heal and not broken. Then.. After that..., I'm leaving him because i think im no perfect for him... or making him happy but still I wish i never done a thing to make a mistake of my first soulmate feelings.I'm sorry but I end it with pain and selfish. Sorry, Goodbye my lover - crys and hide far away in home with tears-