This is a poem about how girls get over guys, or how I get over them. It's how I felt after one of my first heartbreaks... One thing that is true, crushes leave you crushed. Never forget that when you start dating people. Don't expect to not be a "play thing" for some people either.
Now~ I hope you enjoy.





I do not want to die inside just yet.
Our love is something I never want to forget.
So I'm just going to keep smiling instead of crying.
I am going to keep myself from, on the inside, dying.

I don't want to have this fear of being alone.
I could never do anything on my own.
So I am begging you not to leave my side.
Please do not do it, or I will die.

You are the only good in this worthless life of mine.
Are you only acting like this because you are trying to be kind?
Am I just some type of toy?
Please do not play with my heart, I do not want you to be like a little boy.

You own every single part of me.
I love you, and I think you love me, but we be ment to be together, can't you see?
If you can't then why are you still here?
If you do not love me, why don't you just disappear.

Is it because you are scared that I'll go kill myself over you?
What would it matter, I mean nothing to you.
Just stop the play pretend...
Do not come back into my life pretending to be my friend.

I am done with this act.
I thought we had a special pact.
I was wrong about everything, especailly about you.
I will find someone new, but better than you.

We are back to the very begging,
Back to the play where there are only endings.
I will admit it, I do miss there being an "us".
I guess it is not longer worth the fuss.

This is me letting go.
Am I dying inside? I guess the answer is no.
You will end up like pettals in the wind,
Long forgotten... Just remember me in the end.

You will be a fading memory in my mind,
While I will be in your mind all the time.
This is good-bye,
This is me saying that for the last time.