In this poem the narrator is a girl. She is having problems with a guy she fell in love with because he isn't seeing the real her, only the side she made up so everyone would like her. She wants him to see her as her, not who she isn't. She is also having problem seeing if he loves her back, is he is using her,or if he is willing to be with her after he sees the real her I hope you all enjoy

I want to help you open your eyes...
I want to help you see through my ugly disguise.
I can not bear it anymore.
I can not take it to hear you morn.

Please tell me you know I'm acting.
Please let me know that you can see me overreacting.
I need to let you know it isn't the real me,
But being around you changes me, can't you see?

I am begging you to help me...
This disguise is tearing me apart, can't you see?
I can't do this on my own,
If I do I'll end up breaking someone elses bones!

I am begging you to help change this.
After all you were the one who gave me my first kiss.
That girl you use to know is about to be dead.
It was a lie, so I tore the fake me into shreds.

I am wearing another mask now.
One that is bulletproof and avoids any sound.
SO PLEASE HELP ME I AM BEGGING YOU. Please when this is all over lets us start over new.

I feel like I want to cry,
But if I cry in front of you I might die.
I am still alive on the inside...
I CAN'T BARE IT ANYMORE, this ugly disguise.

I want to be me again.
If I am, will you still be my friend?
Will you be with me until the very end? Please help me... give me a hand you can lend.

This mask is only tearing us apart...
Or was there even an us from the start?
I shouldn't worry about that now...
In the darkness... I only fall further down.

Help me.
Save me.
Need me...
But don't deceive me.