I don't think I can do this anymore
My heart's been torn down the middle
I've been broken at the core
I'm life's biggest riddle

My life has lost all meaning
I feel like curling up and dying
Eyeliner and mascara running
As a result of all my crying

I long for that feeling of pain
That takes my mind off the hurt
Thoughts and feelings, I'm going insane
Yet I don't want more blood on my shirt

The tears blur my sight
My cheeks are stained
The clock strikes midnight
And my eyesight's strained

Feelings inside are churning
The blade is cold in my grip
And I long for that burning
When into my skin I'd rip

I'm fighting my need
Though it's killing me inside
I'm not going to bleed
At least not on the outside..