Tell me to be strong,
but I know I can't pass the lines of weakness.
I know I will fall in the end,
I don't need anyone or friends.
I'm fine alone like this, just me and myself.
But I guess that's a lie I use to reassure myself i'm not completely pathetic.
I feel like everything, everyone, everywhere, is all just a huge wrong.

My head can't handle the thought of entering the environment of those people.
Pointing judgemental hands at me and laughing at everything I do.
I want to make friends, but these people will stab me in the back in the end.
I want to try and not be alone with all my heart, but truly inside, I don't know where to start.
I want to release the lonliness in my heart.

I can't change my interests;
They can't relate to me.
I can't change the way I dress;
They can laugh at me if they want.
I can't change the way I act;
I don't care if that's something they can't see.
I can't change my beliefs for them;
I won't change and I have decided that.

Pointing fingers like that and just whispering,
like cockroaches scattering and putting themselves higher.
They don't know it, but they're just pushing themselves into a self made fire.
Circling and circling those lies until they don't know what is true.
Watch it fall, them, me, you.

Despite how I feel, I want to release the lonliness in my heart....
And this is where i'll start.