I love them both more than they know
And they love each other more
They're adorable together though
And it makes my heart soar.

And though I'm so happy for them
It doesn't mean I'm happy
For deep at my own stem
I've lost them both I see.

Yet I really don't know how
To tell them I feel like they've gone
From my life to be together now
While over each other they fawn.

I've lost the only two who
Understand and maybe even care
About everything I go through
And deep inside I feel it's unfair.

I can't tell them any of this
They wouldn't get it
Both of them I sorely miss
While alone now I sit.

I don't want either of them to hurt
Cause they both mean a lot to me
I'll just sit here and cry into my shirt
And I don't know what holds the key.

All she ever talks about is him
And all he talks about is her
If I didn't see the signs I must be dim
Everything's all a dark blur.

What am I supposed to do?
I should just leave and disappear
Nothing better for me is in view
And deep down all I feel is fear.

But I have to keep my smile
Cause they can't know about it
I'm lost by more than a mile
With them I don't fit.

There's no one left for me
I guess I should just fade
Like daggers in my tummy
That last important cut with my blade.