"Everyone reaches a state of tranquility at the peak of their exhaustion. Contrary to most, I tend to border the belligerent side."

I thought of you today,
And everything I forgot to say.
Did I mention that I was happy,
Until you ripped it all away?

You know i've never been this way,
Reclusive, Intrusive, Self-Loathing,
Waiting to decay.

What you've done has changed me,
There's not much else to say,
But every word you would spout
Would only cause dismay.

You're rude, crude, indecent,
You're a fool at best,
But as of recent,
You've been even more of a pest.

How dare you be happy,
Whilst I lay here and wallow?
I'm not trying to be all sappy,
But is the truth that hard to swallow?

You've thrown everything you have at me,
And somehow it's not enough.
You've always been so weak,
But you always act so tough.

I'm tired of you haunting me,
Another shallow memory,
Wrapped up in a blanket of deceat,
I ask that you take your leave.

-M.M.