When life's definition, is thrown out the window. Existence alludes you. When so many secrets, fill your mind to the brim. Sharing them seems unwise. When you sit stuck in time, friends drop faster than you. You lose your sense of joy. When the number is lost, for the many attempts. At smiles that pain you so. When the torture of death, is prolonged throughout life. Life is so obsolete. When maturity falls, you recieve it too fast. The innocence is gone. When life's definition, is thrown out the window. Existence alludes you. Existence alludes you.