Lock the door
Hide the key
Kneel on the floor
Let no one see

The tears that fall
The blood that flows
Hidden from all
And nobody knows

The relief you feel
When blade and skin meet
You know it's real
Though an easy defeat

Your whole life's a lie
From beginning to end
You know you should die
For your soul cannot mend

You're damned to hell
For the rest of forever
Do it and don't tell
Your ties to life sever

You can't be saved
Your soul's sold to the devil
Cause you're hated
You're going to commit an evil

But shh keep it secret
Don't tell anyone
Till the price is met
And you're no one

Eternal damnation
It's all you're fit for
Complete desolation
So quietly lock the door

Look once more into the mirror
See your terrified eyes
Now lying bleeding on the floor
As your heart dies

You let go of the blade
Hear it fall to the ground
Farewell to life you bade
Wishing death before you're found

So you don't have to hear
The pained screams
That are so very near
Broken and shattered dreams

But now you wake
And realise you're the one screaming
All just a vivid fake
But your future is what you're dreaming..



This most likely also will not get featured as it is a bit full on o.o