OK, I may as well tell you why I've been acting up lately.

- I've been sleep-deprived.
- I'm getting yelled at for sleeping in.
- I swear I'm getting sick.
- My freaking feels have been off the scale.
- I have little to no motivation.
- I'm so easily pissed off these days. All it takes is an argument that I have to interfere in.

So all I do is make sad attempts to RP while I'm curled up under the covers, trying to fuel myself with music.

Why am I even trying?

I may as well accept the person I am and just stay offline. Playing Portal. Pokémon. Anything.

My inbox will remain unanswered.

My comments will remain unseen.

I should just go away.

Gone like the wind.

I don't care if you try to help. I might be too far away by the time you see this.

My own counseling doesn't work on me.

I can't even try.

Why am I almost crying?