I haven't been on here in quite some time. Had a few flashbacks of events and emotions. My decision to return was purely an impulse. Just thought, hey I'm gonna go back here.
I'll stick to my normal format to make these random things; nothing gets deleted except typos and everything will come straight from my mind. So it's entirely possible for me to contradict myself or change my mind about what of a subject and not go back and revise the first I mentioned said subject.

I've had 3 girlfriends. For many, it's up for debate if any would be called as such. But that's another thing. My last relationship was the best and worst one. Ever. She was amazing and sometimes a bit cold hearted. She was loving and jealous. And other stuff. We broke up because I talked to an ex. That's... something... I'm trying to make sense out of. Where was I going with this? Okay, so, uh, she broke up with me on Christmas Eve and ever since then it's been a bit confusing. Sometimes I want to punch her in the face, sometimes I worry about what she's doing. Unfortunately, I do think I would punch her. If she did something first though. Not going to punch her for no reason. For those thinking, OHMAHGAWD YOU WOULD PUNCH A GIRL. Hell yeah. I don't give a damn. If you're a girl, and you're swinging some fists around, I'm going to want to throw you out a window. Same for guys.
So, anywaaaaay, I made mistakes. I know for a fact I did. My last girlfriend acted in a way that should have ended with me breaking up with her. She was jealous because I talked to my first ex.And you know what I did? I told ex1 that SHE must have been the one that was jealous. Well crap. She wasn't the one that yelled at me, told me she didn't care, and lost trust for. Well, ex1 may have lost trust for me, then. Last girlfriend, ex3, and I were together for a year and a month. The first terrible thing happened after 5 or 6 months. All that time. I was still with her. She made me abandon my friend. She was an ex, but she was my friend. Which is why I let myself contact her again behind ex3's back. For a while it was going okay. But of course she found out. She gave me the choice of picking one or the other. Of course, picked the girlfriend. And once again, abandoned someone.
I wonder what you guys are thinking. "What did you and your ex/friend do to get your girl so mad?" "Were you being.. naughty?" If talking about her little sister and her love of a band called Tokio Hotel is naughty, then I'm guilty as hell. Just the fact that I talked to her got her furious. Doesn't like the idea of ex's talking. I always thought it was because she had bad experience with that. Anyway, she lost trust in me. Am I making any freaking sense? This second event happened 2 months before she broke up with me.
Ultimatums. Something I genuinely despise. IF YOU LOVE ME YOU'LL STOP TALKING TO THAT GIRL. Yeah. I usually see them coming from girls. If it's like what happened with ex3, then, unfortunately, there's a chance you need to break up. BUT. If it's something that's actually bad, then yeah, you gotta stop talking to that person. For example: ex3 used to this Guy friend that I didn't get a good feel for. A while after meeting him, he insults my then girlfriend. Calls her many things. Memory is fuzzy. I replied. Yeah. Verbally smacked him down sounds about right. Once again, fuzzy memory, details have faded. I tell her about it, mostly calmly, I think. I forgot to mention that he used to say that he would pinch her nipples or something. So I tell her I think she should talking to the guy. I didn't order, demand, or threaten her. I told her I thought it would be best to stop talking to him. But obviously said with importance. Don't remember but I know he went away, so that's good.
I gotta stop, this goes on forever.