"True Ending"
By: DarkHeartsofLove

I feel myself falling deeper and deeper into this endless pit,
A pit that is never lit.
Sometimes I stop and attempt to crawl out,
But hands in the walls just push me back down.

As I fall deeper and deeper into the hole
I realize that I'm falling because I feel so alone.
But can you really feel alone when no one is around?
I don't know, I just hope that soon I will finally hit the ground.

The more I think, the more pain I feel.
All I have to do is pull the trigger or take the pill...
But there is something in my mind that keep me from doing so:
It's the thought that at the bottom there may be some kind of gold.

Gold that will shine brighter than the sun,
And water bluer than the sky above.
People who will reach out and save me if I start falling again,
And someone I can call a true friend.

That is what keeps me from dying.
That is why I keep living, keep trying.
Because if I do I would not know what light is coming when the darkness ends.
I would never know if this pain will make amends.

That is why I chose to fall rather than to die
Because if I die I'll never get to see the true ending to my life.