My brain is dangling from a thread
I feel like theirs nothing in my head
My heart is lost, my love is gone
Now I'm nothing but a ticking time bomb

Life can be hard so we fight harder
I go to church and kneel at an alter
But what is real isn't always true
And knowing this my heart grew

But in time it fell apart
With my love I will not part
Love long lost becomes lost love
And I'm being watched from above

Bad things happen to good people
Some of then look towards the steeple
Others find worse ways to cope
That's why every teen smoked dope

Guns go off daddy gets shot
In the time my heart gets caught
My life hangs in the balance
And I drink from a golden chalice

No more love, it's always high
But I'm still here for my life I fight
A knife can only cut so deep
But it still hides what's beneath

No more light I live in darkness
I keep fighting, I try my hardest
But the love is gone, it can't be released
My emotions rage, an undying beast

Everyone tries but everyone dies
No one knows what's behind my eyes
My mind keeps raging never stops
And that ends it my feelings drop

A knife brings relief, a knife brings pain
Im stuck driving in a never ending lane
My heart is gone replaced with shame
But deep inside I strive for fame

I needed relief but nobody came
Now my heart just beats filled with shame
My knife got sharper
My future got darker

My body wasted away
My memories stuck on replay
No one knows tomorrow what we live for today
My memory slowly fades away

A knife glides across flesh
My memory's flow through a mesh
Blood flows freely from an open wound
My faith is sealed my life is doomed

I am the monster under your bed
Im not just transit I'm also dead
My life ended my wounds bleed
My body's hidden under your bed

I had a 40 in my hand
Felt like I was flying above the land
A 44 in my fist
The barrel of witch I kissed

The hammer pulled, the bullets blew
My life faded as my blood flew
Many days to live, only one to die
I wonder did anyone cry