Well, I know for a fact I do. He's funny, adorable, nice... Sometimes, and well, let's just say....
The best thing that ever happened to me. I was pretty sure he liked me, too. He always teased me, talked to me, and it meant so much. He's the one guy I like that actually acted like he liked me, too.
I think he's been liking me since at least October or November. But isn't that long enough? Maybe he's just given up. I'm too scared to tell him that I feel the way I do. It'd be weird...
The last time he teased me was Thursday. Last Thursday. But he's been stopping. He won't sit in the back of the bus with me anymore. He's sitting at the front, with his new friend.
And he won't talk to me. The last time we sort of talked was... Tuesday? It wasn't even a real conversation.
I don't know what the heck's up with him. Maybe I'm just overreacting. Cause, you know, girls are more emotional than guys. They want to hear something sweet.
My friends have given hints to him before. I didn't ask them to. My guy friend said this, on Tuesday. So, my crush came up and stood next to me, and my guy friends said, "Go away, no one likes you exept for Nichole." So then he kind of walked away, while I said, "No!" In protest.
Haha, what a lie.
But you see, he didn't really react. He usually would have said something. Maybe he was speechless.
In math class, he'd come up to his friends desk(his friend sits in front of me), and start talking to him for a while. Maybe he wanted me to say something. Maybe he expected it.
But of course, being the idiot I am, I didn't say anything. I've had many of those times before, and I'm always thinking of something to say. But after that situation happened.
I should have just kicked him or something. Like I usually did.
Once, he walked in front of my desk, and I just, um kicked him. He grinned and said "Ow that hurt..."
Come on, where did all the good times go?
Like I said, maybe he's given up. I feel like I can't do anything about it.
Last week he still talked to me. Our bus was always late. Whenever it said that over the announcements, in 6th period, he always asked me if that was our bus. I know that he knew it was. One day I gave him a mock judgemental look and said, "No,"
Like, our bus wasn't late all this week. So he had no reason to say that.
But the last time he actually teased me was last Thursday, like I said. This wasn't the only thing he did, but he said, "You always smile when you look at me. That's weird".
He didn't say it in a rude tone, and I swear, I even saw a hint of a smile.
The reason he didn't talk to me last Friday was because I got sick.
And don't you think, if he still likes me... Or even did, that he would sit with me in the back of the bus, no matter what?
But seriously, am I just overreacting? I really need help. He's just been the person to always talk to me.
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