I'm sorry that I've been gone... I've been dealing with a lot of crap recently. I'll try to be more active over the summer, I just wanted to let people know that I'm not dead.

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One thing that I've learned this year is that life sucks,
It tries it's best to ruin you,
To crush your spirit,
To make you cry,
And it fails and succeeds at random.

Life is like a demented rollercoaster,
It takes random turns,
Leaves you screaming in fear or joy,
What comes up must come down,
And you feel like you're gonna fall off.

Much like a rollercoaster, there's something keeping you from falling off,
The restraints that usually don't break,
The friend that chats with you when you're down,
That dude that you can't impress if you're dead,
Though the restraints occasionally break.

I belive that my restraints broke a while ago,
When I went through a loop,
I almost fell out,
But I didn't,
Why didn't I fall out?

My friends grabbed me,
They held onto me,
I told them about how crazy this coaster was,
They helped me get through it,
They got me strapped back in.

I'm scared,
I'm facing emotional trama from almost falling,
I'm laughing as I finally start going up a hill,
Then I'm crying as I start going down one,
But I haven't fallen out.

So how am I?
Scared,
But fine,
I'm getting more people to keep me strapped in,
I'm not going to fall out again.


-Rainbow