Hello, I again, didn't feature this blog for the same reason as the last: I didn't want to make it featured, but I don't want to hide my feelings
This one is about Bipolar, and spoiler alert: IT IS DEFINITELY GOING TO TRIGGER SOME PEOPLE! So don't go after me if it does, no, this should be within guidelines and no gore and no NSFW will be featured in this.
Trigger Warning: Suicidal (Only thoughts and written here), Depression, Anxiety
So just today, I found out that I have Bipolar (no wonder my weirdness). Today also marked the day when I got depressed and thought suicidal thoughts again (this happens every so often)
Of course, these thoughts made me think of cutting myself to death, or just bleed myself out (as usual)
Me just finding out about this only made it worse, thankfully the fact that I'm dating someone made me not do so
I also barely showed emotion for a good hour, I'm only getting my emotion back, and it's not completely
I really need to speak to a professional soon