In school, I am usually the one that gets picked on. It is only for laughs by their buddies, since out-of-school they can actually be kind of nice (sometimes). I would never commit suicide or anything like that, even though it sometimes gets to me. I'm kinda used to it, and just let it roll off. There was this one kid who is now being homeschooled. He really got to me, especially after constantly jamming his knee in my [censored] daily. Even though I have never lost anyone quite so special like Austin, I know it would make something snap inside of me. Those kids must be jealous of me, since i'm i skipped a year in math and have a gifted IEP, wanna look cool to their friends, or just get their kicks by picking on somebody with lots of weaknesses. And also, my comebacks suck, so thst could be a reason.