I remember how
You said you loved me and
I believed you
I remember how
You were very quiet to begin with but then
You opened up your heart to me
I remember how
I too, was quiet, but I opened
My heart to you as well
I trusted you, but now I guess
You can't trust me
I remember how you cried
And I wiped the tears from your eyes
I held you until you told me to let go; Others were near
You sniffled and I said
I was sorry for making you cry
You said it was okay and
We continued with our lovely day together
I remember that day
You told me something
I wish I hadn't heard
We had a talk and expressed ourselves without any holding back
It was a Saturday
I remember how
I read to you my piece, expressing how I feel about you
You said that I didn't have to read it if I didn't want to
But yet I did
And you were almost speechless
But not speechless enough to tell
Me that one thing I wish I hadn't heard
I remember the sound of your angelic voice
I remember your beauty
I remember your love for me
But jeer at the fact that that love may be no more
Which is why I need to talk to you
One last time to
Say how sorry I am and to
Say how I love you more than ever
But right now I'm all alone
Crying with no one to comfort me but myself
And it's my own damn fault
But someday, we will be face-to-face again
I can almost picture it as if a clear memory
Me getting down on my knees
Begging for forgiveness
Begging for you, my Goddess, to save me to
Bring me to your righteousness