I grew up confused and shy
Nevertheless my love would come by
Silky smooth my grades would be
Dropping next year to an average "C"
Falling in love with an ambitious girl
Homework not done full of red stamp swirl
Playing soccer all day in school and out
Until I came home, man I wanted to shout
Never was happy, never showed a laughter
Mentoring kids during school and after
Rarely had time to spend with myself
Volunteering and shoving books in the shelf
Library on Saturday, Soccer on Sunday
Never knew the meaning of an actual fun day
Sleeping at 3 if I'm lucky at 2
Waking at 5 to finish Math too
Going to school with a smile on my face
Comming out of school with a smile out of place
Happy in the outside yet crying in the inside
If you think I'm happy, well that's for you to decide