I may be a bit overdue on this, but it is certainly necessary for me to get off of my chest. I have never met anyone like you in my life. Any aspect of my life, real or online. I have had friends come and go, but you always stay. I am a rather cliché fellow, especially when it comes to these things. You are literally the best friend anyone could have. I have had many people that I have called my best friend, but I have never actually written stuff about them, and this is my second time writing about you. You have always been there for me despite how stupid the situation or how little I am there for you. I am not a good enough friend in all honesty. You shower me with interest and advice, yet if I am lucky I am only able to help you on certain occasions. Your world is so far from mine that I find it a great challenge to keep in touch with you. However you seem to help me with such grace and ease.

You know, I don't really know where to go with this. There is so much I want to say about you that can't be said by a writer as unskilled and inexperienced as me. I didn't know you very well for the first few weeks we started talking, I don't know when we really started to connect. I learned a lot about you in the first few months, I actually almost just cut off relations with all of my other friends to make more time with you. Our friendship started off so quickly and smoothly. We, well really you, found a common ground for us to speak on. I am incredibly appreciative for that. You're my only friend who actually listened to me at the time and didn't make fun of me. To this day people who consider themselves close friends of mine mock me for stuff like what you were willing to become interested in. Not only did you listen to me but you also created your own opinions on the subject, and even though those weren't the same as mine they really provided for great conversation and a great input. Don't call me out on it, but sometimes your input was even better than mine. Ana Porgras, may she retire in peace. I never would have learned so much about her if it wasn't for you. I also have a huge respect for Aliya. Aliya takes no idols because she is truly the reincarnated queen of Russian gymnastics. You're the only American I know that doesn't look at her in a bad light. But you hate Rebecca Bross? I mean really? But that's besides the point. You're a rare kind of person. Some friends take the interest of other friends, some friends ignore the interest of other friends, but you take the interest of that person and make it stronger for them.

Not only have you made me more prolific in my interests, but you have made me stronger in a more general sense. You have improved my ability to speak to people and hold a strong friendship with people. For about a year or more you were the most important person in my life. That goes against everything I believe by the way. I mean, I don't really mix my online life and my real life. I made it pretty clear to my other online friends how much you meant and still mean to me though I believe. I was asked multiple times if I was dating you, and I still get questions like "oh, you and her didn't date?" No one gets me like you do though. You understand everything that I come to you with and you're not afraid to tell me that I'm wrong. You know, I do appreciate that despite how I might react when you do it. I have a rather large ego and aren't afraid to tear it done to size when it gets a little too big. If only I would have had you a few years back.

I am always able to open up to you though. No matter what the situation I know that you will be there for me. We are basically an old married couple with our fighting sometimes though, especially when it comes to religion haha. Pssst, Catholicism is a branch of Christianity. But this is besides the point. To be honest with you I am not the best at being your friend. I am not always there for you when you need me. I have caused you more confliction in your life than I would have ever wished. I will always blame myself for the months you took away from the site and from your online friends in general. Not everything about that was bad though. You did build stronger relationships in your personal life and have grown as a person. I am very glad to have you back though. I'm not sure you know how upsetting it has been to be alone here. I am not upset with you at all though, please do not take this the wrong way. I am not upset with you at all, I don't really know how to put anything I want to say in words. I can't simply describe you so I have decided to take a passage from one of my poems.
Вы были свет, когда я нуждался в тебе, чтобы скрасить тьму мою. This essentially sums up everything that I have said in this blog. It is a small excerpt of a long poem that uses a lot of the same ideas. You're the champion.

The Former Champion,
KylennR