Through all these changes
I've filled up the pages
In my mind
Just for the moment
I wasn't broken
Inside

I have these dreams where
I'm still with you
In my head
Though I know you're gone
I can't seem to recall
All that you said

Was it, "How you gonna live like this"?
Or, "Why you such a broken mess"?
"I don't know how to fix this."
Wasn't that what you meant
Still I lie here
Feeling all this dread

I had this daydream
Where you weren't here but
There instead
Your eyes were locked on
His and then he
Took you to his bed

How can I feel like this
I've noted that its been here all along
Every time I try to fix it
It turns into another fucking song
I knew what it was, the bait
Then a twist of your hand like it was fate

You said you wanted it all
But you didn't want the fall
Now, waiting for you to call
I think I've lost it all

Staring at the mirror
All alone
Wandering how I got so far from home
Running with giants or
Running the streets
I guess you're the only one that I couldn't beat

Why can't I
Save myself?

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This whole thing feels mismatched, I had a flow at the start but then it, drizzled..