Clover, V, my lovely amazing boyfriend. I'm sorry that when you found me, I was crawling out of the wrecked remains of my life.
But I am eternally grateful for you. Thank you for saving me. You are the first person I've ever truly loved. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, however long that may be. You make me want to live. I love you.
Isaiah, Q, you're one of my closest friends. I do believe in soulmates, people that were bound to meet. I think we're soulmates. I'm sorry for the situation we were in, for using you, for letting you use me.
I know you're sorry. I know you're better. Thank you for saving my life, and even if you'll never say it back, I really love you.
Mia.
I owe you so much more than an apology. Why you chose me, I'll never know, because you deserve so much more than me.
And you would tell me to shut up, that it isn't true, but I believe with all my heart that you're just better than me.
But even though I can't be sorry enough, (in a bit of a selfish way...) I'm thankful you stayed.
I know you don't like saying it, but I love you. And you can just smile and nod and never say it again, and I would be okay with that.
You three are impossible to get rid of. I am so so glad.
