I went for what seems to be forever. I came back. The thought of not being able to talk to him. Even if I wanted to. Just a little broke me heart. As if it wasn't already broken. I did that myself and still don't know why I blame him. Sp In a sense this is what he has been waiting for.
An officiall and formal apology.
Adrian, I'm sorry that through all of this I was beating you up when I shouldn't have.
I'm sorry for all the drama.
I'm sorry for the fights and the tears.
I'm sorry because when we met I did it the worst way.
I'm sorry Nik left and came back and destroyed everything. (She went back the Mexico btw)
I'm sorry for all the lies.
I'm sorry about Alec of whatever the hell yall's true names are. I think most of all I'm sorry I hurt you. Through all the guys and girls I had been dating since I got off of here I noticed how I am still numb to things. I continuously hurt others emotionally. So I'm sorry. Maybe our personalizes were to far apart or far to close. Maybe that's why everything went haywire. The doesn't go a week I don't think of you, Adrian. whether its just and "I miss him" moment or an "I need him"
moment. Your still in my mind. I'm glad you are. Your the part of me that keeps me on earth. Lets me know that your here. Something comforting to me. So I am very truly sorry. You don't have to respond to thins. I'd like you to, but you don't have to. I'm done forcing you around. I'm done with trying to out wit each other. I wanna go back to being friends. and If I'm lucky. April.
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