Today started out well...I got some money and gift cards and clothes. I cooked some cake and things like that. Our Family members started to come so I led them upstairs. We watched the Movie "SALT". We then started to Open presents. I opened up my New Kendell. I loved it...Then...it happened. My Grandmother was screaming over some Imported popcorn by Great-Grandma got. My mom said "I'm you Fir-I mean second born. I should get some" I tapped my mom...I didn't know what she was talking about... Second born? I was always told my mom was the Only child. My mom said "Your grandma had a child and she died" I was in shock...I didn't know. At this point I don't even know her name. The next worst thing happened. My cousin who I shall call R, received a Phone call from his dad. [His Mom remarried and he has a step-dad]. He talked to his father. It hit me...My dad hasn't called me for 3-4 Christmas in a row....I ran up 3 floors to my room, and by the time I was there. I left a tear bath in my wake. As I finish this I know, This was the worst Christmas ever. I hope you all had the best.