my conscience tells me........
[b]that i have things wrong.
i been known to go mad sometimes.
i need a change.
i need help.
i feel guilty......sometimes.
wanna put a knife to my wrist.
physical pain dont hurt as much,
mental pain just rips me up.
my state of mind.........
my state of mind.........
i wanna feel the warm flow,
running down my rist.
let my worries drift away,
fly with the wind today,
dont wanna be here anymore,
i feel scared sometimes,
dont wanna die,
curl into a ball and cry,
hug my knees tight,
hold myself together,
so i dont fall apart.

[b]my conscience tells me,dont be alone let someone help you,dont suffer alone.

but sometimes i wanna lock myself away,
not come out til the next day,
what if they find me dead,
i feel alone sometimes,
no one that understands,
put yourself in my persition,
coz i feel i feel alone sometimes,
sometimes.

it worries me,
makes me scared,
i wanna evapourate,
away,
im just a scene,
no one beleives me,
i feel alone sometimes,
no one to help,
i feel alone sometimes,
like today,
TODAY.