How do I
apologize for living my life?
How do I
know that it's a worth strife?
I wish I could
know the truth
behind those walls;
but I don't know how to pick myself up to try.

Truthfully;
right before me
all I see is a burning road.
It's a hard feeling
to know that
it's all up to this factor
if I do or don't overload.

As hard as I try
it's useless to lie;
how can I learn to fly
if it's difficult not to spend my nights
only knowing why, more and more
I am starting to cry?

I want to know
the truth from you
and only that.
So before I fall upon myself
please tell me now
before everything left I have goes.

My sore eyes, looking
only at my dimmed hope
are starting to go blind
and I don't even know
what the next day has cooking.

I want you to say
you want me to stay
but I know
it's more likely, soon
you too will want me to go away.

My burning fears
are going to be my own death
if I don't try hard enough.
My falling tears
aren't going to stop
if I don't let myself feel better.
You're my only
hope I see
as this life of mine's
falling anymore nears.

I want to be
the girl I was
smiling and strong.
I want to free
the side of me
that wasn't like this.
So tell me the truth
when you return;
so I can once again be me.

I know
it's hard to say
where life will go
but I can't bare
another day.
I want to be myself
I want to see myself
in the mirror again.
But I don't know where I have to go.

I know, it hurts
but I can try
to bring myself to see another day.
Maybe, then
if I fix the broken reflection
you'll come my way.