okay if u or if you have a friend that may have had troubles with suicidal or i guess "emo" problems read this. You are probally going through a tough time maybe your parents fight, you are lonely, or maybe its your surroundings considering drug and alchol problems. listen dont do anything you will regret i almost did and i quite literally had a knife to my throat. you see my uncle was awesome he played video games with me and that sort of thing then he was put in Iraq and later was killed. i couldn't take it i thought and started with negative thoughts my grades dropped so i was always putting my self down. eventually this lead to cutting first ankles then wrists, stomach, and finally one on my face. i told my parents i was jumped and we left it at that. finally about 1 months ago i found my self at a breaking point it was live with it or die. i gave it a day and went to wednesday youth church night there my youth pastor knew something was up so he asked my to stop by at his office we talked about everything the death the cutting and finally what i almost did. he told me to go calm down and wait to think what i was doing. a few weeks pass and i here about to save a life. i thought to my self a movie would be nice so i went to it. during the movie i was scared for a moment because everything happening to roger in a way was happening to me. after the movie i decided i needed to confront my self with an old grieving problem soon i realized that there was no more grieving problem after this i came up with S.A.V.E which is meant to help people that were like me so thats my story so leave a few comments about what you think.