Join the club...
What's worse is losing friends. And even worse, I don't even know them in real life...
You are better off finding friends in real life rather than online. I've made that mistake, got too emotionally attatched to one, and now she is gone.
You are even better off alone sometimes. Sometimes just sitting in a dark room by yourself, or taking a nap, can really be a relaxing thing. Ever since Kimmy left, I've found myself asleep at least once a day.
Take my advice, sometimes it's better to be just alone in the dark than to be alone in the dark with a broken heart. Don't get me wrong, friends are very good for the soul, but you are better off finding them in real life. Not here. Me and many others have made that mistake.
As an admin, I should lock this by popular demand, but I'll let you lock it yourself. So that I know you read this.
I know my apprehensions might never be allayed. And so I close, realizing that perhaps the ending has not yet been written...